Saya orang Pahang ;-)

When I was 14,we had to do a project for our History class in school..Kajian Tempatan tajuk dia..

Oleh sebab kami suka membaca majalah Ujang,Doraemon dan komik-komik kepahlawanan Hong Kong..Jadi,inilah yang kitorang jumpa dulu kat sekolah,tentang sejarah asal-usul nama negeri Pahang Darul Makmur..

Hayatilah ceritanya...

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Menurut buku yang ditulis oleh R.O. Windstedt nama Pahang pada mulanya ialah Inderapura. 

Pada suatu ketika Raja negeri Inderapura,Makmur Shahbana ketika itu berhasrat menukar nama Inderapura Makmur Shahbana kepada suatu nama yang ringkas dan sedappppp di dengar. 

Beliau meminta Bendahara mencadangkan kepada rakyat jelata bahawa beliau akan memberi seuncang emas dan sepersalinan pakaian baru kepada sesiapa sahaja yang dapat memberi nama baru yang menarik. Beliau memberi tempoh selama tiga hari untuk orang ramai untuk tampil ke istana mencuba nasib masing-masing. 

Pada hari pertama,tidak ramai yang datang ke istana.Kalau ada pun seorang dua. Itupun Raja Inderapura pula tidak berkenan langsung. 

Masuk hari kedua,jumlah yang datang berkali-kali ganda dari hari pertama.Namun,semuanya tidak mendapat tempat di hati baginda. 

Pada hari ke tiga,datanglah dua orang sahabat karib ke istana ketika hari masih pagi benar. Ketika ditanya apakah nama yang hendak mereka berikan, kedua mereka berlumba-lumba bersuara.

"Hamba cadangkan nama Karma Sari" ,kata yang pertama.
 

"Hamba pula cadangkan Margapura",kata mamat yang kedua.
 

"Karma Sari lebih molek",tegas yang pertama tu balik.
 

"Molek lagi Margapura!" mamat kedua tu balas tak puas hati.
 

"Pilihlah Karma Sari!"
 

"Margapura!"
"Karma Sari!"
"Margapura!"
 

"Karma Sari laa molek!"
"Molek lagi Margapura!"
 

"Tengkorak hang!",mamat first start maki..
 

"Kepala hotak hang!!",reflek spontan mamat nombor dua..

"Atuk hang laa wei", dia bagi lagi..

Apa lagi,mamat seorang lagi balas laa balik dengan marahnya..

"Woi!!!!Opah hang!"
"OPAH hang!"

"Sudah! Sudah!" Tiba-tiba raja Inderapura mencelah,

"Dalam banyak-banyak nama yang kamu sebutkan tadi, Beta amat tertarik dengan nama yang terakhir kamu berdua berikan tadi, apa dia tadi haaa?"

OPAHANG! 

Ya... OPAHANG!

PAHANG..sedap nama tu mulai hari ini beta namakan negeri ini dengan nama baru iaitu Pahang."

Demikianlah kisahnya.

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p/s: Begitulah agaknya asal-usul nama negeri saya...wakaka!

Jangan ko pecaya lak citer ni..haha.. Sumber- (Majalah Ujang)...

Moral of the story: Aku tengah tensionnn..Musim buku mengawan telahpun tibaaa.. Banyak kejeeeeeeeeeee!!!!huhu..

'Doraemon'-stration

All my years growing up,I've seen a lot of useless demonstrations..

My first real experience was in Zócalo Square,during my visit to Mexico City in 1994..A very famous place for demonstration..First time,pelik tengok orang ramai-ramai..Macam-macam jenis demo ada kat situ..Zócalo Square memang disediakan (mungkin secara kebetulan),untuk menjadi tempat rakyat,sebagai tempat bersuara..Tapi,kalau kita tengok,Mexico pun takde laa bagus mana pun..Bebas bersuara dan berdemo pun,tak semestinya boleh menghasilkan negara maju,atau sistem demokrasi yang berjaya..

Then the 'infamous' Reformasi movement right after my school days by Anwar..Ada satu kali tu abis semua member gua balik hostel ITM penuh badan dengan color kuning kene sembur ngan FRU..huhu..

Menjerit-jerit berdegar-degar,bakar bendera,ucapan berapi,baring atas jalan,hate slogans,step on posters,etc..But what can we get from it?NOTHING!!!.. One of the biggest protest we've seen around the world was the simultaneous worldwide march against US war in Iraq last few years..Millions of people went to the street in anger,shouting and screaming in front of US Embassies all over the world..But guess what happened?..NOTHING!!!..

For more than 60 years,the Muslims have been protesting against Israel,have they ever listened??In that 60 years,I believe we could have done better things than that,uniting all the Muslim nations in becoming superpower states that can influence the economy and the political landscape of the world..

Demonstrations,cannot stop any cruelty,misbehavior,and any wrongdoings of the authority..As I said in my previous posting,bringing our cause to the streets will be considered right, only in few circumstances,and we who live in Malaysia, is not qualified for it yet..Jauh daripada keperluan..

Khairy ke,Ambiga ke,Roberto Baggio ke,Ibrahim Ali ke,Ibrahim Ahmad Al-Rumaynii ke,hatta Mahathir sekalipun,kalau setakat nak memenuhi nafsu sendiri yang suka berdemonstrasi, sila buat kat kampung korang sendiri..Buat kat taman perumahan sendiri lah bagus.. Nak traffic jam ke,nak bertumbuk ngan polis ke,gigit telinga ke,at least tak kacau orang ramai..huhu!

Yeap..Malaysia memerlukan beberapa perubahan budaya dan mentaliti..Budaya politik,budaya masyarakat,law abiding mentality dan sebagainya..Tetapi kita tidak memerlukan budaya demonstrasi jalanan..
Hak bersuara yes,tapi tidak semestinya demonstrasi..Hak berkumpul yes,tapi bukan demonstrasi jalanan begini..Hak sama-rata yes,but not through demonstrasi begini..

~Demonstrasi,bagi saya,hanya ibarat rintihan dan rengekan seorang anak kecil kepada ibubapanya (mencapai hajat).. Kadang-kadang ibubapanya dengar,kadang-kadang tidak akan dipedulikan langsung.. Adalah lebih baik 'anak kecil' ini,melakukan sesuatu yang lebih baik daripada merengek..~

Adalah lebih baik jika 'anak kecil' ini,mencari jalan lain daripada merengek..Usaha dapat nombor satu dalam periksa misalnya,supaya hajat tadi,dibelikan dengan sendiri oleh ibubapanya,tanpa mengeluarkan airmata..Atau, kumpul duit belanja sekolah,ambik upah siram pokok bunga ibu,cuci kereta bapa,hingga boleh 'anak kecil' ini,membeli mainannya sendiri (ibarat)..~

Tu dia Karam Singh satuuu kali..hahaha~
Sekian pengomelan sebelum last paper gua..~
Selamat hari Ahad..huhu..

p/s: Penjejak Awan,Penjejak Badai dan Pendekar Tanpa Nama berjuang,tanpa perlu menunjuk perasaan..~

Roberto Baggiotad

Masa kecik-kecik,gua ni gemuk and montel..huhu.. Tapi,nak main bola gak,tak nak kalahhhhh..Maklumlah, because I went to the all-boys school di St.Thomas, Kuantan..Time sekolah rendah,the whole school called me 'Anba',referring to Pahang punya famous striker time tu,A.Anbalagan, hehe!Jadi kalau ada sapa-sapa panggil gua Anba sekarang,gua tau laa tu member gua time kecik zaman sekolah rendah..I believe you also have this kind of nick name thing kan?..

Tapi dalam hati gua,gua tau sebenarnya,gua main bola ni sebab gua ada darah Italian..So I decided to continue my quest in order to find the truth..I will prove it one day!Gua terusssskan main bola..

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In 1990,the World Cup was held in Italy..Tak tau kenapa,gua rasa sedih giler time semi-final when the Italian lost to Argentina,padahal time tu gua sokong West Germany..Littbarski,Matthaeus and the gang..~

Then during high school days,I got to know this guy..He's the main reason why I played football..I wanted my game style to be exactly like him..In fact,time sekolah menengah gua simpan ekor kat belakang sebab nak tiru dia..huhu.."Divine Ponytail" laa katakann..haha~ Yesss...he is my idol in soccer..I want to be like him...A fine soccer player and a cool guy...The one and only -Roberto Baggio-

Robby Baggio

Since knowing him,I became a hardcore Azzuri fan till today..It's always devastating whenever we lost in every major tournaments..We lost in World Cup USA '94 Final to Brazil,kalah ngan France in Euro 2000 sudden-death extra time,lost to Korean next,etc...(huhu,nampak penggunaan perkataan 'we' di situ)..~

In 2006,at last,we became the World Champion~huhu..Forza Italia!!!!!!!Sayang Baggio dah tak ada..-

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Last Thursday,I had a futsal tournament with Kickers FC here in Adelaide replacing An,who's injured..

We did well and went on to the final..Yessss~It was a draw 0-0 till the final whistle..The game had to be decided with penalty shoot-out...jeng jeng jeng...Sebijik macam final world cup '94..

And then ...........................................................



Akhirnya...Aku berjaya menjadi Baggio~
Thanks for the inspiration~

We lost because of my penalty miss....Wakaka~

..But at least,I solved my Italian blood mystery..

p/s: Well done Kickers!!!Proud of you guys...Sorry for the miss..hehe!

Midfield General II

Akhirnya segala penyeksaan telah pun berakhir buat sementara waktu,and now I have some spare time to do some writing,typing whatever...*happy*

I want to forget about Lynas,politics and other serious stuffs for a while here..I will talk about it when it is suitable..Ikut hati macam-macam mende aku nak tulis sini..Tapi biar dulu aah..Gua tengah hangat pasal bola sekarang,jadi banyak tulis pasal bola laa kut next few posts..heheh..Sebelum itu,saya nak buat pengumuman-

Liverpool F.C has CONFIRMED datang Malaysia on July 12th,2011!!!

It is now OFFICIAL!!!!Malaysia is the first country confirmed in the Reds Asian Summer Tour 2011.. ~Yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!~ Just got the good news from one Scouser tadi.. Harap-harap tak tukar tarikh or cancel..Dah cantik dah dengan diary gua ni..huhu..Chelsea and Arsenal might be coming too,tapi gua tak sure diorg dah confirm ke belum..Tapi tak kisah sangat ler,sebab dua-dua aku dah tengok..

Sekarang,balik kepada nak cerita tentang pengalaman dan kisah-kisah hidup..huhu..Lama gua tak bercerita..Current experience,and some old time stories..:-)..Maklumlaa,dah tua...hehe.. Okay,tapi sebelum tu nak update sikit cerita dari post "Midfield General" tempohari..Jadi,mari kita mengarut-ngarut dulu...huhu~

Di hening pagi 21hb Mac 2011,akhirnya,setelah dua minggu lebih menunggu dengan hati yang tabah dan bergelora,barang yang dikirimkan oleh Fabregas telah pun sampaiiiiiiii! Yahuuuuuuu~.. Straight from UK..Alhamdulillah.. Thanks bro!!!..Susah susah jerrr lu.. (Gua dah nyaris nak bakor post office dah aritu..huhu!)..Nasib baikkkk..Tu laa orang cakap,sabar tu sebahagian daripada iman..Tengok hasilnya...hehe~

Walaupun main bola tak pandai mana,gua tak kira..Gua dah terkena virus CTR ni gara-gara Saz ngan Apiz kat One Utama aritu..Dua bulan aku tahan nafsu..Akhirnya,sebagai insan yang lemah,ku terjebak juaaa..Setelah dua minggu mengusha menatang ni kat online pulak aritu,campur lagi dibakar oleh Lau Pan dan beberapa hantu bola lain seperti Aan dan Zaid kat Adelaide ni lagi,aku ter'click' jugak mouse tu..Sejak kejadian itu,bermulalah episod makan maggi setiap hari..Tapi walau bagaimanapun,hasilnya tetap ho yehhh..huhu~

Ini bukan cake yaa..

Bukan maksud saya untuk membakor hati para peminat boot bola di sekeliling saya,tapi sebab saya selalu kene bakor,saya bakor gak laaa sikit-sikit..hehe!Jangan mare..Ni semua sebab budak-budak DDFC n Wak Dan laa ni..Aku dulu pakai boot getah jer tauuu..Cisss~

Yeap,saya jarang beli mende-mende mahal..So,of course it seems like I'm a lil bit excited here..huhu..Sebab gua susah nak dapat mende-mende gini..Jarang berlaku dalam hidup saya..Ni boot paling mahal pernah gua beli..No more after this..Promise~..Ni pun dah rasa bersalah...Tapi,oleh sebab nak jadi Midfield General punya pasal,saya pasrah dan akur dengan nasihat Fabregas tempohari..ngehehehe!..

Anyway,terus terang cakap,this CTR360 Maestri II Elite is definitely one of the best boots yang gua pernah pakai.. (Hmm,adakah mungkin sebab gua tak penah beli but-but power yg lain??huhu..)..Tapi serius, memang sedap..Tak tipu.. Kalau tak percaya,try laa..Tapi jangan harap gua nak bagi try yang gua punya..haha!First time aku cuci but setiap kali lepas pakai tauuu..

Actually,there's a reason why I bought this football shoes..and hopefully I can tell you in my next post.:-)

Meanwhile,enjoy these photos below and have a good day everyone!

-My fellow Midfield General-

Usien

Usop

Abi Khedirah

Cesc Kale

Che' In

Err...Zareef Wilcha??

Barca No.8

England No.8

Malaysian Captain No.8

Errr...No.8 mana niiiiii?huhu..

-Heeeeeeeeeee..:-D-

p/s: Selamat Menyambut Hari Khamis untuk peminat-peminat Chelsea yang baru kalah tadi..

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Midfield General

Demam bola tak abis lagi ni..huhu! Al-maklumlah sebab Liverpool saya dah mula ok balik..heheh..:-)..Bila semangat Liverpool naik,semangat saya nak main bola pun naik laa balik..Wooohooooo!!!

Suddenly,again I feel so energetic and full of enthusiasm to play the most beautiful sport on earth..~SOCCER~..Really looking forward to play and perform this season..:-)

Masa kecik-kecik dulu nak main bola untuk Pahang,tapi kena paksa study..Jadi sekarang, ambik ko,study ntah ke mana,aku nak main bola tahun ni..tak kira!!haha..Kalau Mama baca ni mampuih aku..huhu..Just kidding..Usually when I perform well in soccer,my studies will get the positive impact too..:-)..Kalau study gua bagus,main bola pun steadyyy..Get what I mean?..haha..

When I went to the States with the family in 1994,we stayed in the same hotel with the US Women's national team in LA..If I'm not mistaken,they just won the Women's World Cup before that or a year after..USA pulak baru lepas jadi host World Cup '94..So,time tu berangan laa nak pegi US lepas abis sekolah,nak main club kat sana.. Time tu jugak masih famous dengan cerita seorang anak Melayu main American Football League professionally..Apa nama dia tak ingat..Konon nak jadi first Malaysian main bola kat US laa..haha! Berangan...akhirnya,US ke mana,apa ke mana..

Hehe..sebenarnya,a few days ago,I had a chat with one Malay guy,a Singaporean..Bercerita pasal orang Melayu di oversea..Pasal kebolehan dan penerimaan orang putih terhadap bangsa kita..A little bit about meritocracy..Dia cakap mat saleh kat Aussie ni akan pandang rendah kat kita biasanya at first,and we always have to show them that we are at the same level with them,if not better..Especially in sports,because of our size and attitude..Orang Melayu ni malas dengan commitment katanya..This guy,Samir,told me about his experience.. Then,when we talked about my new football club,he challenged me to prove that I can be better than the rest..Bagi diorg pandang sikit orang Melayu..hehe!Semangat betul dia... Gua?..Gua cuma nak main bola and experience a new thing..If I can make the squad,it's good enough for me..Maklum lah,umur dah dekat ngan Carragher dah..haha!Lagipun,my main intention is to make friends,outside of my own community..

As promised,I gave my full commitments..Setelah dua kali training yang buat gua rasa nak mampus dan keluar muntah hijau,dan dua kali trial friendly,malam tadi,I got an email from Andrew..All the 4 panel coaches liked me..Cabaran pertama Samir untuk saya menjadi anak Melayu pertama mengemudi jentera midfield club ni,dah menjadi kenyataan..This weekend, it'll be my first official pre-season match as the 'midfield general'..;-)..Quite nervous though..There are two former state players in the team,so the expectation is quite high..Wish me luck!Here comes Azrul Jabber..heheh~Walaupun club biasa jer,I'm happy enough..~

Owh yaaa...It's gonna be a very long season..The Cup Tournament and the League will only finished at the end of September..Mampus laa aku..huhu!Last season club ni mid-table,hopefully tahun ni boleh jadi top 4 at least,pastu boleh masuk Champions League lawan Liverpool..eh salah!hehe..Hmm,should I get a new boots??

Lepas Arsenal kalah semalam,gua bbm Fabregas tanya dia,"Apasal lu back heel ke player Barca semalam?"..Dia jawab,"Lu jgn bgtau Kale,gua nak main ngan Barca next season..hehe!"

"Aah,gua peduli apa..Eh bro,sedap ke kasut yang lu pegang tu?"..Maka Fabre berkata,"It's an essential for a midfield general"..

~To win the midfield battle,you have to take control~

Aduhhhhhhh...maka dengan kata-kata itu,leburrrrrrr lah duit aku...Cilakak betuiiii!

Wahai CTR360 Maestri II Elite,I am in love~

Make me wait no more..;-(

Janganlah ko tak sampai minggu niiii..huhu!

 

Nike CTR360 Maestri II Elite Soccer Boot

Nike has released the second incarnation of the popular CTR360 Maestri soccer boot worn by Spanish internationals Cesc Fabregas and Andres Iniesta. According to a press release from Nike:

The Nike CTR360 Maestri II Elite is designed for the player looking to master control on the pitch. Controlling the tempo with accurate passing, dictating the pace and creating chances are necessities for the midfield maestro.

Both Cesc Fabregas (Arsenal FC) and Andres Iniesta (Barcelona FC) personify the ultimate control players and both wear the CTR360 Maestri II Elite football boot. Their ability to control tempo and set up their teammates for numerous scoring chances sets them apart. Numbers don’t lie. The below statistical evidence, provided by UK-based Opta who have the world’s most comprehensive historical sports database, show the unique ability of Fabregas and Iniesta to dominate the game through control.

With position specifications a top priority, the Nike CTR360 Maestri II Elite has six key elements for the player looking for a premium boot:

- KANGA-LITE UPPER: This synthetic leather provides optimal comfort and fit, despite the weather conditions.
- DAMPENING PODS: These cushion zones on the lateral forefoot give great first touch ball control.
- RECEIVE PAD: Improves instep ball control and makes trapping the ball easier.
- PASS PAD: Leads to precise distribution and placement of passes.
- LACING SYSTEM: The unique asymmetrical lacing design creates an expanded ball control surface.
- CARBON CHASSIS: The plate offers incredible energy return and strength, with bladed studs for optimal traction and stability.

Sounds of Freedom

Wooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah,berkat doa aok orang semua,berjaya juga saya menghabiskan sem ni...Pass ke tak belum tau lagiii laaa..huhu..
Tapi gua peduli hapaaaaaa...haha..

Alamak..ada bau-bau mengarut lagi post kali ni...Takpe aaah..Life cannot be too seriouss kan...Come what mayyy..It's been a difficult year for me,so there's nothing else could I say other than Alhamduillah~..

So what's next???Bring it on bebeh!!!

Korea..Tehran..Ayers Rock..Bristol...Cardiff... Stockholm...KK...Bandung...Bangkok.. Shanghai...Japan...
Amsterdammmmmmmmmmmm... Dipersilakan berebut laa korang... Nanti gua sampai! Kalau tak sampai,maksudnya gua kerja laa tu...Sori... Takpun jadi anak yang soleh seperti biasa kt umah...which is still the best option...huhuu..And the best thing for next month,definitely...my brother's engagement..:-)

Belum sempat sepuluh minit abis exam gua dah abih duit...Shopping tak pasal-pasal..Cikanos betul...Sapa suruh rumah dalam city...Nak naik atas rumah macam-macam halangan ada...Sale tu laa,sale ni laaa.. Ooops,ni kalau Kak Long tau ni mati aku..

So...mau kejut Lau Pan bangunnnn,belanja dia makan...He took care of me really well the whole year..hehe! One of the best housemates ever...
Lau Pannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bangunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gua dah free...Aung San Suu Kyi pun dah free..Keanorlisya pun dah free..Gadis-gadis Aussie pun dah start wearing freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeely... So apa lagi tuan-tuan dan puan-puan.. Marilah kita!

Ibarat kata-kata William Wallace sebelum dia mati..

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*in Scottish accent*
Ngeheheh

Dan Dan Gaban

Tadi time usha usha twitter,tengok Abang Izham tweet pasal P.Ramlee..Dia baru tengok dokumentari yang gua cakap aritu, "Broke n Broken P.Ramlee"..Kalau dia yang talented and successful pun boleh nangis tengok,gua tak tau nak cakap apa laa..He should know better than me because he's a big player in the entertainment industry nowadays..He produced a lot of big shots in our local music scene..Then he talked about the importance of balancing the creativity and the commercial sides of it,before ending his tweet saying he's gonna play one P.Ramlee's song as a tribute with his piano at home..Sweeeeet huh..

Anyway,the summer is about to arrive here in Adelaide..Pukul lapan setengah baru gelap..I still have another paper next Friday..Kepala dah tepu,penuh dengan numbers and figures..So,writing is exactly what I need now to clear some of it..huhu..

I hate summer..Everything usually goes wrong during summers..For the past four consecutive years,every bad things you can ever imagine happened..I don't know why..So hopefully will turn out fine this time around cause I don't involve myself with anything right now..Not even friends..This year is one whole new experience for me..I know I am not being myself for the time being..Alamak,dah macam diary lak..huhu..Stop!Cukup setakat itu..Mari kita rock balik..hehe..

Sejak ada blog ni,I've made some new friends..Rakan blogger laa kira..huhu..Kelakar gak rasa kadang.. Mostly socio political bloggers..We exchanged ideas and informations..It's quite interesting though..Ada yang extreme ala-ala Che Guevara pun ada..wakaka..Tapi kerja power power..Duk oversea.. Subversif..Macam-macam..Ikut pandai lah korang..

Err..bapak mengarut entry ni..Tengok,macam macam mende aku tulih..Ni semua salah Farah Love,Fiza ngan Fa ngajor aku blogging..haha..Ok aah,sebelum gua mengarut lagi panjang baik gua blah study dulu..huhu.. Demi agama,keluarga, bangsa dan negara~:-p..hehe..Ciao..

Simpan tanah dalam tempayan,
Tanamlah hati dengan kilauan,
Sebelum aku mula meraban,
Baiklah gua dan dan gaban~

No more post mengarut after this...

He-Mannnnnnn

"I always know that I love to solve difficult calculations,as long as it is easy",(Anonymous,2010)

TOLONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Easy peasy....Cool banana!",(lecturer Physics aku cakap,2006)

By the power of GreyyyyyyyyySkulllllllllllllllllllll...I'm going to kick this paper's a********** tomorrow!!

Lalalalalalalalala...

Sorry...a bit stressed here...:-)...Time for Kit Kat!!!

Muahahaha

Esok ada satu lagi paper...Agak stress gak ni...
So gua ada satu challenge..

Cuba biar video kat bawah ni load sampai abis...
Pastu concentrate,dalam suasana yang tenang,tanpa gangguan..

Gua bagi lu seminit jer..Try not to laugh..huhu!
Start watching it with a smile..Wakaka..




Camne?
Or is it your life really sucks??haha..
Have a good day everybody~

..A beloved stranger..

Silence always has it's meaning..
On that colourful nights,when you see her leaving..
And the sight of my tears dancing..

Yes,I danced for her..
While everyone was laughing..
When we have become a beloved strangers..

Don't ever come looking..
She's your beloved no more..
 Estranged..

So just leave with your memories..
Laughter and tears..
I am your love..and I am your foe..
I am just different..

Traveled everywhere till the crossroads..
Cause I totally lost my heart..
God knows,where did I lost my heart.
Tell me,what are we destined for..
It's just a strange story..

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Life is always a wonderful journey..
No one knows what tomorrow holds..

And suddenly..
'You' came along with a smile..
Giving me a wonderful dream..
Desire ravaging my heart..
Wondering should I tell you..

God,something is happening..

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World Inside My Head~

"..I might get distracted by this shiny object,but sometimes I look down and I get into this little world of creativity or emotion,and I think that’s where the beauty lies.."

..And during that time he became frustrated by the idea that he felt misunderstood by a lot of people..

.."If you could come in here,inside my head,and see what I see,and how beautiful I see it,or how much potential I see here..I might get distracted by this shiny object,but sometimes I look down and I get into this little world of creativity or emotion or whatever,and I think that's where the beauty lies..And I think a lot of times people just kind of leave you because they don't understand what you're dealing with or what you're going through..And so I just kind of felt like if people could come in and see the way I saw the world and how much beauty and intensity and passion and struggles and triumph,they could get in and they could relate and they could understand..

It's not about words,it's about seeing the world that's in my head,or seeing what's in my heart..Because you can't really put a word,or words,to explain a feeling or an experience..You can try, you can really try,but if you could get inside my head,or I could get inside your head, then maybe I'd get it more..I'd understand it more..And I felt like at that time I was really struggling with a lot of things and feeling like people weren't able to see where I was coming from....and I don't think it does much good to try to be clever just to be clever..It's about being clever in a way where people can plug in.."

"..I don't think it does much good to try to be clever just to be clever..It's about being clever in a way where people can plug in.."

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